Trios are shitty

I have been part of a trio for around four years now and everything is going down. Let's call the other two girls Strawberry and Blueberry. Blueberry in particular had a great bond with me. We used to be flirty, touchy, just beating the lesbian allegations, while Strawberry was always funny, yet she was always kind of annoyed by our fruity actions.

But over time, things have gotten weird. Suddenly, both of them started to exclude me and acted really strange towards me. Additionally, I've noticed just how much I actually hate Strawberry. Like, from the bottom of my heart. I can't believe that she had been one of my best friends once.

Honestly, it's not bothering me that I'll lose contact to Strawberry, but Blueberry was/is very dear to me and just because of that stupid girl I don't want to lose a friend.

I started to go to the library in the breaks to avoid both of them, which wasn't really a bad decision. I finally began to read more (I'm a mood reader) and I was able to avoid both. Furthermore, Strawberry will leave the school after this year, so I'll finally live peacefully.

Until then, I'll just be that friendless girl in the library

Anyways..If you have come this far, thank you so much for reading! Remember, trios never work and are shitty.

P.S: for any misspellings and/or grammatical mistakes I apologize. I'm a non-native speaker