Do you ever feel irrational anger for something that has not happened yet? Like when someone would let others treat them less than they deserve?
And it's like they're asking you to just let it happen because they feel being treated like a slave/maid is how they can show love for those people?
Like, you can say a total no and get out and don't come back but you have to hold back. Because the one you care about cares for those people.
And you do too, until you realized what is once real have become fake at some point. And then you learned not to expect real, so all you see them do is play a pretend perfection and drag you into it.
Sometimes I wonder if the reason I was raised an angel as a kid is to give me patience and train me into an empress who could burn down kingdoms if I want to.
Like, you can say a total no and get out and don't come back but you have to hold back. Because the one you care about cares for those people.
And you do too, until you realized what is once real have become fake at some point. And then you learned not to expect real, so all you see them do is play a pretend perfection and drag you into it.
Sometimes I wonder if the reason I was raised an angel as a kid is to give me patience and train me into an empress who could burn down kingdoms if I want to.
