Its hard, today its easy... but/ at any moment the God syndrome will hit and I'm back in the program. Its just like a beautiful mind and unfamiliar places have my minds people, cars and buildings.. its crazy.. then the tactial hallucinations/ I can feel sex in anypossible way. It started as uncontrollable hallucinations, then demonic thoughts occurred with it. Its hard and it takes alot of support. Thats what I'm here for