I have to accept that he didn't choose me, he chose avoidance, anxiety and his ego.

I need confidence today. I'm trying to find a new job. I have gotten my health sorted out, I'm getting strong again. Still deeply (mentally?) tired. I've been doing a lot of moving on and toughing it out.

Can't someone just hold me for a little while?

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Bexsy

I am sending you love today! Good luck on finding that new job. I know you need it. I think that will do you a world of good.

We are strong for so long. Sometimes, get tired of being so strong and just want those moments of being held. I know I do.

Edit: my dork ass forgot to add the hug
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MarbleMarvel

@Bexsy Yeah it will definitely help life overall if I can find something more stable and less abusive lol

Thank you for the hug. Yes we do need it, just don't know if/when we're gonna get it lol