Concerning thing I know about myself
I’d say I’m very mentally stable at this point, and I am incredibly self-aware.
One big flaw about myself is that I always forgive my boyfriends if they “r ape” me. Like it’s not violent or anything. But it’s happened a few times when a guy doesn’t stop during sex and I say stop. I cry afterwards and realize it basically is rape, and I do tell them about it. They always end up apologizing but I always forgive and forget.
Idk why it’s not a big deal to me afterwards. Idk why. Maybe because growing up I had certain experiences? And by growing up I mean I was less than 10 years old. Should I talk to my therapist about this?
One big flaw about myself is that I always forgive my boyfriends if they “r ape” me. Like it’s not violent or anything. But it’s happened a few times when a guy doesn’t stop during sex and I say stop. I cry afterwards and realize it basically is rape, and I do tell them about it. They always end up apologizing but I always forgive and forget.
Idk why it’s not a big deal to me afterwards. Idk why. Maybe because growing up I had certain experiences? And by growing up I mean I was less than 10 years old. Should I talk to my therapist about this?
22-25, F
