I Am Trying To Accept The Things I Cannot Change

Denial can easily be the coziest seat in my brain sometimes. It has a complex way of making me feel like I should think a certain way...all in hopes of trying to simplify things. Ironic isn't it? The illusion of comfort is nothing more than a trap. I feel what I feel and I can have a very stubborn brain. So why try to fight it? Sure there will always be risk...there always is when it comes to feeling. At the same time I've realized there is as much risk from not feeling. I've walked away from it, pushed it away with as much force as I could muster...none of it has made anything simple. My mind needs to understand it's a failed method. Time for a new approach perhaps?