does anyone else feel like they never should have existed?

@ScarletShadowsxP: why do you feel that way?

@Xeross: Cause I am adopted adult, I never fit in with the "Family" who raise me. I basically don't fit in anywhere even when I want to.

@ScarletShadowsxP: yeah I know what it's like to not for fit in even with your own family, been that way my entire life.

@Xeross: It sucks right? I know too! That's why I want to avoid everything all together you know.

I try to avoid it, I spent my entire life locked up in my room until late 2015. didnt didn't come out save to do necessities. I've always felt that the world would be better off without me because the few times I tried to make friends..hell the two girls I've dated. it always ends badly for everyone involved. no matter how good my intentions are

@Xeross: Same! I always fall back out of love with my ex partner in "fling" not sure if I called it a relationship. Is like whatever I do, i wasn't enough for him. He didn't see me as hot or pretty as the other guys did.

my ex just left me for the fifth time a month ago. this time I'm sure she is never coming back. no matter what I did, no matter how hard I tried to make our future together work out it was never enough. she told me she left me this time because I couldn't give her a child. she was pregnant with another mans child for the first four out of nine months and the rest I barely saw her at all because she was always busy. how could I under those circumstances?

@Xeross: Wow sorry to hear about that. But like other people say you'll bound to meet someone new you know. Me, I was never lucky when it comes to "Love" it's always messy for me or become one sided.

definitely know how that feels, usually the one who ends up hurt