Is having kids the end of fun?

Yeah. I would rather be without either. I don't know that I am a go out party every weekend type. I was adverse to overly loud bars. I liked smoking a j with some friends. Listening to some music and maybe having an adventure or two. And definatly wanted to experiment more with sex. Bored, bored, bored.

I wanted to travel and go out whenever I wanted, sleep as much as I wanted and live child free for so many years. That's why didn't want to have kids until I was older. I still don't have kids but i'm old enough now for the responsibility of kids if it happens.

I felt like i hit the pause button long enough. I wanted us to get married first. But when it happened, I was like. Okay. Just a little earlier then expected. But in hindsight there were some big problems earlier on that never got resolved. And some things I wanted to do; that I didn't realize would be taken off the table. Also: while my wife is still thin and beautiful, I'll never forgive myself for doing that to her perfect stomach.