I'm getting terrible at everything.

I can do all the things. I can tolerate the jobs and manage a home.

But I completely don't care. I want to get back on track, I know I have to fit into this system, but I can't force myself anymore.

I don't care if things aren't organized. I don't care what people think. I don't care if stuff doesn't get done. It's all so boring and fatiguing and never fking ending.

I could spend all day in the woods. On the beach. Laughing, singing, wandering, having a fantastic time.

But ask me to do something normal and I feel so dull it's depressing.

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MsSwan

I get it.

DearAmbellina2113 · 46-50, F

It sucks being a part of society. I want to be a witch of the woods.

EldritchFox

@DearAmbellina2113 Same. I've been in the woods every day, on the beach, just trying to get away from human energy. I feel healthy.

Notladylike

I feel this in my soul

CrazyMusicLover · 31-35

No wonder. The world feels wrong and it's not that it was okay before but now we're constantly informed about some fuckup some society did somewhere. It's exhausting and makes one wonder what is worth putting energy into anymore as an individual that is supposed to contribute to our society.

EldritchFox

@CrazyMusicLover people don't even want each other. I can be perfectly nice and caring to others and that usually gets me punished. So I don't see the point.

Everyone has their boundaries and has no idea how selfish that makes them. Impossible to befriend, impossible to care, impossible to be a team or community on any real capacity.

I don't care if my neighbors look down on my scraggly not perfect lawn. I don't care if people are put off by my clothing. I'm so done asking to be considered and teaching people how to treat me.

You're right it wasn't always great, but I think it's gotten so bad, average people are exhausted and if they aren't they're probably faking it till they make it but they'll never make it anywhere being fake 🤷🏼‍♀

I'm sick of being involved in it all. I spend half the day outdoors alone to feel like I exist.

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