The october canon event
Today marks two years since we broke up. Maybe thats why i had a dream of you last night asking me why we aren't talking to eachother anymore.
I know its pathetic of me to still think about her or write,but a part of me never moved on. A part of me still loves her and waits for the day she will come back,but i know deep in my heart this won't happen.
I'm just very grateful she left,because Lord knows what im able to put myself through for love.
I learned things about me and i was able to grow out of the horrible person i was thanks to that break up.
And if im being honest with myself i dont want closure,i wanna feel the gravity of losing you,my worst nightmare coming true.
I know its pathetic of me to still think about her or write,but a part of me never moved on. A part of me still loves her and waits for the day she will come back,but i know deep in my heart this won't happen.
I'm just very grateful she left,because Lord knows what im able to put myself through for love.
I learned things about me and i was able to grow out of the horrible person i was thanks to that break up.
And if im being honest with myself i dont want closure,i wanna feel the gravity of losing you,my worst nightmare coming true.
