Just letting out the words... I feel as though I have sunk. Into what? I don’t know. All I...

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I feel as though I have sunk. Into what? I don’t know. All I know is that I am far below the surface of life. It is as though, from some unknown depth, I am staring at my own life and the lives of others. I feel—I feel the pain, the sadness, the...

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DunningKruger · 61-69, M

I hear you.

Sapio · 51-55, M

Without darkness we would never know how to appreciate the light at the end of the tunnel. However, we don't always see it for darkness can form a thick cloud that obstructs our view. It can weigh us down as it is doing to you. But my biggest hope is that you're not using substances to cope or offset the effects of what you're going through. Because the urge to escape reality can be pretty powerful. I know that personally.

Please know that this is temporary and it too shall pass. I hope that happens for you sooner than later.

Simplyme33 · 31-35, F

@Sapio thank u for ur geartwarming comment. No I actually dont use anything, no drugs or alchohol

valobasa4ever · F

I have experienced pain that gradually consumes me.

I am not suicidal, however.

I have been stubborn & still am, but I have developed an addiction to using a blade on my bare skin, though not deeply. Not a single cut in veins.

For a long time, I managed to keep it hidden from my grandparents.

However, HK people found blood stains on the bed sheets & informed my grandmother.

She was quite upset.

At-least you are able to put your suffering in words . <3

I am very good at hiding though .

Simplyme33 · 31-35, F

@valobasa4ever oh Im really sorry u went through that... for me when it gets me, Im paralyzed...actually I wish I could make it physical. But its all in head

valobasa4ever · F

@Simplyme33 That's more intense than physical one.

valobasa4ever · F

“Remember that life’s greatest lessons are usually learned from worst times & from the worst mistakes.”

Simplyme33 · 31-35, F

@valobasa4ever yeah. I know. But still...it hurts so bad

valobasa4ever · F

@Simplyme33

The only pain in pleasure
Is the pleasure of the pain... Anne Rice

🍁

valobasa4ever · F

@Simplyme33

I am trying to express my emotions through writing here.

However, they are not as sensitive or intense as yours.

You need to write more to fully convey your emotions.

The darkness is what makes the light feel so vibrant.

Arrow17 · F

I am experiencing the same.

Pump444 · M

I know that feeling.

WanderingHelplessly · 51-55, M

I have been in a place similar to what you are describing. It took me a long time to come to the surface and break free.

Simplyme33 · 31-35, F

@WanderingHelplessly Im so glad u made it..

WanderingHelplessly · 51-55, M

@Simplyme33 It was hard. It takes a lot of self-love and work. I have a feeling you can do it.

Simplyme33 · 31-35, F

@WanderingHelplessly thank u 🙏🙏🙏

Daisy57 · 56-60, F

Your poem is sad I felt that from you

There is light on the other side
Do not dismay
It may seem far off
Let the darkness go hide

Simplyme33 · 31-35, F

@Daisy57 thank u 🙏 its not a poem really its just me venting...

Daisy57 · 56-60, F

@Simplyme33 I hope things improve for you.

PlatonicSquirelFriends

So.... disassociation, generalised anxiety and panic attacks?

Nobody has helped you?

Simplyme33 · 31-35, F

@PlatonicSquirelFriends yes exactly. Ive been seing a tgerapist for five yrs now

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