Hello true loneliness, my old friend 🖤

Don't be sad for me, I'm not sad. I feel reunited and resurrected from the decay. Even as a ghost I feel more seen than when I wore the mask.

I couldn't welcome the peace of it in the past. But now it is everything I need.

I got to the ocean today. The drive was beautiful and the sun came out just as I got there. I sang and screamed. It wasn't crowded. It's been rainy all day, it's not tourist beach weather anymore. Soon it will slow down and people will stop coming. I'll be alone in the dunes and beach pines, being weird, free as a fox.


There's always pain, but it'll never stop me.