You go down to the shelter and adopt a dog or a cat or both.... Find something that needs you!

I’m having a similar experience and it was 4 years ago. She was my everything. Idk what to do I’m not able to move on. We ended okay but it was my fault. I pushed her away. It was three years after it ended that I was diagnosed with brain cancer. Too little too late by then. I think of her often. My soul is incomplete. I’m living but for what.