Don't think that way, you can't change anything by moping. You have all the freedom you need to do something spectacular. Pick up a guitar, learn to program computers, play a game, build a house.. find something you like and go for it, learn it, be an expert. There is nobody to tie you down or tell you what you can or can't do. The world is yours.

Yes it does

Yes it does, especially at my age. My friends keep dying off and nobody wants to make friends with a boring, old fart with health issues!!!