I don't expect anyone here to do anything about it but I'm just venting two things that are bothering me today.

First thing is that I wish I would have become something greater / more useful in life by now. I'm a broke "nobody" who can't do any good for anyone.

Second thing is that I'm so deep in depression that absolutely nothing makes me feel fulfilled or even interested anymore. I just get more and more tired and there is no rest.

I'm not happy with how my life has turned out at 30.

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Miram · 31-35, F

You do plenty of good for me and i am proud of the person you are.

SinlessOnslaught · M

@Miram Thank you Mimi. As pervasive as this depression is, you do help me a lot. I love you.

Miram · 31-35, F

@SinlessOnslaught i love u too

SinlessOnslaught · M

@Miram Get some sleep if you feel like it. Sweet dreams.

CloudAngel80 · 41-45, F

I can also relate! I just wanna be wanted too...
I am 45 and STILL feel useless...i went to college, i got a huge promotion, i searched abd searched to make sense of this life..depression, anxiety, infertility, anger, it alltaught me i can be bitter or i can get better. Where do i fit in ? Who can or will love me?
Rejection sucks, so i isolate in order to not be hurt first. Hugs a million 🤗 ❤ ur not alone!

sarabee1995 · 31-35, F

So number one is easy to fix. Just start doing good for others. Get up and go volunteer somewhere. There are so many places that need help.

And I'm willing to bet that if you do enough of number one, number two might start resolving itself. Just a hunch. 🫂

SinlessOnslaught · M

@sarabee1995 Thank you. Hugs

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