Oh to admire someone amid my chaotic life

Last night I had a chance to bond with this man I've known for a year now. I'm quite close to his cousins and I've decided to join them and hangout. This is not our first to bond together. We use his car and drive quite far. For awhile, I forgot about work. Since he's just a year older than me, we talked stuffs that we can both relate. When they drove me home, he personally open our houses gate and door so I can walk in easily.

Everyday, I am marginalized by my workmates, and demanded by my previous dates. It's been awhile since I've found a person like him; humble, gentle, and easy to talk with. I know he told me before that he feels like "we're a family". And I'm just happy that I'm genuinely liking someone now.

I also feel like I smell him lol, I mean his perfume. I know life's been chaotic lately, and it's just cute to think to like someone.