Why am I here?

Why am I living this life with this brain?

It's a beautiful thing, to exist, to have choices and chances. To be able to make a difference.

And I watch people not appreciating what they have so much they're willing to be rude to others.

It's just disgusting.

Watching people live, grow, thrive, suffer and die, I fell in love with living life. Always believing in the good, never denying the bad.

But why am I here? In this little slice of the internet trying to not block people I like because they're actually mean. And think it's funny to be so.

Forever picking at the sensitive people. The ones who care. The ones who would help you if you were broken down on the side of the road...

I am wasting my life online.

I think, I'm just about done with sharing.

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Punxi · F

You’re here because you care and that makes the noise here feel louder than it's meant to be at times, perhaps. 🤔

But caring doesn’t mean you’re meant to absorb it, Fox.

If something drains your respect for life, it’s not where your life is meant to be spent.

Step back isn’t quitting...it’s choosing a better place to exist....for YOU.

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

@Punxi I just love some people here and this was my place to exist and be seen. But even the people I love wouldn't give me the same support I gave them.

And it all has to be okay because apathy is trending.

I don't know how to exist completely alone. I know it's not right. I've been through that journey and found truth, we are not meant to be this alone.

I'm okay, I will get through, but it hurts so much. My elder was so special to me. So easy to care for and give to. It was the last thing in my life that made sense.

I'm not feeling great.