The reason why today was a really bad day for me😢😢. Do you relate to it?
So I went out for an interview first and then went to areas like Indiranagar, Lavelle road, UB City etc in our city Bangalore in India but something very sad happened. You all know I am a 25 year old man freshly done with my MBA and job searching so yeah I had applied for an Analyst role in Novel Offoce in our city and I was initially shortlisted which made me have high expectations and thought maybe finally I will get one but nope my luck isn't good I guess 😢🥺. They asked for self introduction through voice recording and today I got a rejection email from the company saying I am unfortunately not shortlisted for further rounds 😢😭 which immediately made my mood worse and heavy. It sucks how I had another interview and then outing and just at the starting of it i got that rejection email 😭😭 which affected my mood so badly. I am not just frustrated about not getting the job but also worried as I live with parents(yes it's normal in India) and my mom often scolds me for not getting a job yet and wonders something is wrong in me and compares me to my peers.
Then I freaking wasted 160 rupees on a soda water imported from Vietnam in 1MG Lido mall of our city. I thought it will be like Sprite but nope I found it was just a soda water which tasted so bland 🥲😭. I had to throw it as it's a can and I didn't have lemons to make any soda and it hit me hard that the money got unnecessarily wasted and I was already upset about my job search. I had some decent socializing like with this expat woman from Finland and then another expat woman from Japan in Cafes of Brigade Road and Church Street but they were brief and I was slightly less confident today due to the job rejection. Also saw cool cars like the Mercedes G63 AMG and the loudest BMW M340i of our city but still didn't change my mood much. I then went to UB City mall and had a nice Flat white Latte in Cafe Noir at the outdoor seating and felt like I was on an international vacation as the courtyard area of UB City feels so international in general. But then near Starbucks of Lavelle Road I finally had an amazing interaction with an expat woman from Germany who is here for work and came to Bangalore only a week ago and she was definitely closer to my age or maybe the exact same age as me and she was so damn friendly 🥲🥹 and we talked and she had such a beautiful smile which slightly lifted my mood. It was short tho as she eventually said she was kinda in a rush so I ended it with a handshake and have a great day and she said the same.
But yeah after sometimes my mood again got heavy. I even avoided going to Church Street at evening to take metro because Church Street is crowded and youthful and full of life and I wasn't in the right mood and didn't want to stand on a crowded metro so booked a cab directly from Lavelle road to my home just because I wasn't in mood for Church Street today. But yeah I am still disappointed and kinda hopeless too. 😢😭. Just frustrated with this frequent ghosting by companies too after interviews 😠😡. I really wish I could just stay the whole day in Cafes Noir of UB City mall as it gave that calm vacation vibe and more "me time" but yeah I have to return back to home and UB City is very expensive too. What do you feel?
Then I freaking wasted 160 rupees on a soda water imported from Vietnam in 1MG Lido mall of our city. I thought it will be like Sprite but nope I found it was just a soda water which tasted so bland 🥲😭. I had to throw it as it's a can and I didn't have lemons to make any soda and it hit me hard that the money got unnecessarily wasted and I was already upset about my job search. I had some decent socializing like with this expat woman from Finland and then another expat woman from Japan in Cafes of Brigade Road and Church Street but they were brief and I was slightly less confident today due to the job rejection. Also saw cool cars like the Mercedes G63 AMG and the loudest BMW M340i of our city but still didn't change my mood much. I then went to UB City mall and had a nice Flat white Latte in Cafe Noir at the outdoor seating and felt like I was on an international vacation as the courtyard area of UB City feels so international in general. But then near Starbucks of Lavelle Road I finally had an amazing interaction with an expat woman from Germany who is here for work and came to Bangalore only a week ago and she was definitely closer to my age or maybe the exact same age as me and she was so damn friendly 🥲🥹 and we talked and she had such a beautiful smile which slightly lifted my mood. It was short tho as she eventually said she was kinda in a rush so I ended it with a handshake and have a great day and she said the same.
But yeah after sometimes my mood again got heavy. I even avoided going to Church Street at evening to take metro because Church Street is crowded and youthful and full of life and I wasn't in the right mood and didn't want to stand on a crowded metro so booked a cab directly from Lavelle road to my home just because I wasn't in mood for Church Street today. But yeah I am still disappointed and kinda hopeless too. 😢😭. Just frustrated with this frequent ghosting by companies too after interviews 😠😡. I really wish I could just stay the whole day in Cafes Noir of UB City mall as it gave that calm vacation vibe and more "me time" but yeah I have to return back to home and UB City is very expensive too. What do you feel?
22-25, M
