I hate it here

Phuck dude. This healthy life shit ain't for me. It has been 10 months since my heart surgery and I still get down and depressed because I can't eat like a normal person. Phucking sucks having to read dumbass labels and count contents everytime I wanna get food. I hate not being able to just say phuck it and get whatever I want. That's something I took for granted and now I would kill to have that back.