None of the options suit my needs.
I passed my breaking point long ago and am now simply just broken.
I'm not now or have been in a really long time - Where Life Is Good.
I'm not any number of Bad Days Away From Giving Up - because that's not an option with 3 grandsons and a daughter that struggles.
I'm not Halfway Between anything at all.
I hold no hope.
I've given up on people and all of my dreams.
I've silenced my inner want for better or anything close to good.
I spend my wishes more carefully as I wish for a way out that will leave me blameless.
Something akin to a house fire that I can run into and die as I save someone better than me. Or even just save anyone at all and at my funeral nobody calls me a fool or a villain.
I waste my wishes on things like that.
