I hate what I just had to do. I hate it so much.

I did the right thing, but I caused hurt. In some people's eyes I am now a betrayer. But I would have been much worse if I didn't tell the truth.

Even the person I helped doesn't really understand.

I feel sick and unsteady. Raw af. Second guessing myself. Replaying. Headache.

Oh and I don't have my good paying job anymore. Likely won't even get paid for the work I did this week.

I need something good to happen soon. Please life.

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Boeing · 36-40

I prayed for you to receive grace. Thank you for doing the right thing love ❤ others would skip it denying responsibility.
Get a warm beverage and forget about the world for few minutes. Stay in your car somewhere and listen to a song you love, you are worth it, despite the shady situations, you do the best thing. I trust you. Don't let it take over your whole life. Celebrate the good, even in the midst of hazy conditions. The bigger picture.