I hate life

Lots of people will offer you trite sayings and encouragement about life's deeper meaning but it's all, I am sorry to say, bollocks.

@ArtieKat is correct in his existentialist analysis, but incomplete.

Only you can make your life meaningful - it is an act of will. But you cannot make it meaningful for anyone else. You are the only one who can live your life. And your life is the only one you can live.

Beyond that, it's all meaningless. We are atoms, held together by nuclear and electromagnetic forces. We are more space than matter. We interpret ourselves into existence.

So, interpret yourself generously.

BTW Camus is a far greater writer than Sartre, while Sartre is a slightly more interesting philosopher.

In my mid-teens I discovered the writings of Albert Camus and, to a lesser extent, Jean Paul Sartre. The crystal-clear message I received is that it is up to the individual to create his or her own meaning.

Sometimes meaning starts very small. If none of the people around you are able to receive your love right now you can give it to nature.

To animals. To flowers. To the moon and stars.

Those beautiful beings have so much love and purity in them. They always listen and never judge.

youre not alone. that boat is over crowded with people feel just like you

Do something to change it! Whatever it takes!