I feel so fucken lost

All i want in my life is to be love and love someone.
I know I have my own issues but I don’t think I’m that bad…

I had everything going for me and I gave it up. For someone who doesn’t even treat me well. I’m insulted almost daily and just find myself crying a lot. I literally had everything set for myself but I thought they loved me and even had a kid with them just to be treated like I don’t mean anything…

All I want is to be loved for how I am…and be with someone I can talk to. And cuddle with and just enjoy the little things in life together with…

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ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

This is common unfortunately. There are lots of women and men too who get fooled into believing they will have the life of love they want, only to find out in time this person can't hold up the facade they used to get you and keep you.

I'm sorry.

I left a marriage like that 8-9 years ago and it's not easy either way.

We have to be very very very careful who we choose especially with our child to watch after. I've chosen to stay alone because I kept running into the same people. The love bombers and the honeymooner's. You likely want something for the duration. Someone who will put that effort in genuinely and consistently, just as you are capable of doing. But not many people are capable.