I feel so fucken lost

All i want in my life is to be love and love someone.
I know I have my own issues but I don’t think I’m that bad…

I had everything going for me and I gave it up. For someone who doesn’t even treat me well. I’m insulted almost daily and just find myself crying a lot. I literally had everything set for myself but I thought they loved me and even had a kid with them just to be treated like I don’t mean anything…

All I want is to be loved for how I am…and be with someone I can talk to. And cuddle with and just enjoy the little things in life together with…

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Cowboybob · M

I am so sorry to hear this. If you can learn to first love yourself and find confidence in that, then others will learn to love you too!

londonbr1dg3 · 26-30, F

@Cowboybob no I get that. And I’m trying to get back into certain hobbies I loved. But it’s hard to do know being a mom now who’s baby daddy isnt a good person and puts me down a lot. Kinda hard to think positively about oneself when I’m being not treated well. You know?

Cowboybob · M

@londonbr1dg3 yes, it will take you some time, but start setting boundaries of what you will and won’t accept. That is a first step

londonbr1dg3 · 26-30, F

@Cowboybob oh I’ve tried. But I just get cussed out at or worse so I just try to keep away as much as I can and ride out the lease…

HotPizza71 · 51-55, M

@londonbr1dg3 won't be easy,but best to remove yourself from the relationship,and start a fresh