Do you ever think about when you won't be here ?

I mean as in, no longer alive 🥺 I think of it often lately. Having crippling anxiety for years has severely halted my life , aspirations, dreams. And I think, what if I can't heal in time to do what I WANT in this life?
It makes you wonder, how none of our fears or anxieties will matter when we are not here. It's one way I guess to say Eff it! About anything that holds us back.🤔💜

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GunFinger · F

Yes. I think of times when if for example I feel something and it permanently damages me. I don't want to be a burden to the people who will take good care of me. Then..What will happen to my family if I'm not here? How will they be? I don't want any of them to be harmed or get hurt. I want them to feel safe and feel happy. I also wonder if I made an impact to the people I crossed paths with. I hope I made a mark. A legacy that I was a good person.