The hardest thing is to follow my own advice.

Some relationships aren't clear in my life.
There are certain people towards whom I feel repelled but for whichever reasons, I've allowed them in my life. I have been holding these relationships in a light that I feel I no longer want to continue to be doing.
Feeling like they are humans who are doing a lot of work and deserve to be helped, but I am no longer willing to play this role. It is really difficult to do the separation within myself, it's really difficult.