I'm so sad to look back at myself and how weak I was, but I am happy for my progress

They say something about what does not kill you will make you stronger.

And maybe in some aspects that is true.

The things that "don't kill you" will give you some hurdles to overcome, and you will make a lot of mistakes.

And some of the mistakes will be really bad, and life changing.

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I feel like I am truly growing, and life feels like life has opened up for me.

It's like being stuck in a room where finally a window is open; when you never knew the outside could ever exist.

Life feels huge.

I am so happy and so grateful.