I woke up and went to the town in the midst of stormy weather.. I was bit devastated from yesterday's emotions but I knew I must work to pick myself up before I can move on and I begun singing Bob Marleys "get up, stand up, don't give up the fight"
Wonderful song imo, for certain cases of such musical medicine.
I made new friends, they took me by car to some distant beach and I felt so safe to swim naked with two guys I've just met. I observe how I've changed. All was really nice, we returned back and went to one woman's house for a coffee.
I ended up doing my daily qigong practice and later I had someone, a young bright guy whom I appreciate, he apologised for some occasion and I felt in peace. I got some fries for dinner that made me warm and walked to my tent with another camper staying nearby. End of September and it's only been a few of us campers left... I'm 3 months and a half, camping here.
@JackDaniels maybe being more innocent about it can bring it closer, just saying. If I felt the slightest thought from their side, I wouldn't go for it, I went because it felt clear.
