I'm unsure and losing hope. I'm not positive and my faith is starting to crumble. I'm hurt, I'm worried and ready to just give up. I'm sad, I'm angry. I am fucking tired. I'm sick of trying to stay positive and trying to stay strong and believe everything will be ok because it's been almost a year & nothing has improved. Nothing is working. Nothing is pretty anymore. Sometimes I just have to accept defeat for what it is, a fucking LOSS. It isn't a test or a lesson or a setback or a stumbling block, it's a fucking loss and I am tired. Fake smiles and empty words are all that's left of me. I just need to fall apart for awhile, like the fucking trainwreck I really am.
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