I didn't think I would live my biggest dream in the middle of my life.

I sometimes wish I had waited, but I know better than to believe tomorrow is promised.

It's just like, now what?

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BamPow · 51-55, M

I can relate. After the events of the past year, I know that my best years are in the rear view never to return. It stinks, but all you can do is cobble together brief moments of happiness when possible regardless of how fleeting.