If Life were a game, what level is your life?

A. Easy
B. Intermediate
C.Hard
D. Outta the park, Unattainable

I was thinking of my past growing up in severe, constant, cruel abuse, and how it's been constant suffering and struggle.

I was thinking how it seemed I am on a level of "unattainable" , because it was so insidious, I now have almost zero Self..and what can you do without a self?? Not much at all.
I need to find a way out of this level, and that's proving very hard.

What level are you at now?
What were you saying, ten years ago?