A statement about life (at least my life)

I have been around for almost 60 years. In that time I have accomplished absolutely nothing. She deserves someone who can give her the life she dreams of but I will never be that man. I exist, nothing more, I have no purpose, no reason to continue to exist. I wish I could go to sleep tonight and simply never wake up. I am useless.

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Penny · 46-50, F

i doubt that is true. can you think of 5 things you like about yourself? write them down.

istillhaveanameitsrick · 56-60, M

@Penny I can't come up with one thing I like about myself

Penny · 46-50, F

@istillhaveanameitsrick well, lets see. i just peeked at your profile. you seem to have a job and held it for a long time. thats somehitng. i dont know what you carry in your truck but think of all the people you benefit. you have a wife. i dont know how your relationship is or if youre a good husband but she must love you or have loved you enough to get married lol. you seem intelligent and have a good sense of humor. you are a poet too :) youre socianble.. enough to be on SW and an active member. Those are things to like. It sounds like youve been in pain physically. Thats a real drag and can bring anyone down. Do you take any pain medications?

istillhaveanameitsrick · 56-60, M

@Penny I can't take pain meds because of my job, I hate my job and I cause more problems for people than I solve. I love my wife and I think she loves me though I can't be sure it isn't just a marriage of necessity for her because she needs a place to live and likes to travel. If I was intelligent I would NOT be a truck driver. Have you ever heard the term "tears of a clown"? I make up rhymes but I am FAR from a poet, that would require actual talent. I'm sociable onlne but not in real life, my wife drags me to parties and I generally sit off by myself and avoid people.

Penny · 46-50, F

@istillhaveanameitsrick gonna dm you