What happened?
I was born in a house of 10 people. There was always so much going on and I always felt loved for awhile.
But sometimes people would get disappointed and do and say hurtful things because I wasn't good enough.
And slowly the whole family drifted apart.
Now I'm an adult and nobody wants anything to do with me. Nothing I do for anyone is good enough. There is something seriously wrong with me. I just want to go back to feeling loved and like everything is okay but that will never happen again. Nothing I do is good enough for anyone or anything. What did I do? What didn't I do? Why am I so empty? I can't fix this. I try to do better and I just end up getting worse. I can't keep up with even basic expectations. Why was I put on this Earth with no ability to survive?
But sometimes people would get disappointed and do and say hurtful things because I wasn't good enough.
And slowly the whole family drifted apart.
Now I'm an adult and nobody wants anything to do with me. Nothing I do for anyone is good enough. There is something seriously wrong with me. I just want to go back to feeling loved and like everything is okay but that will never happen again. Nothing I do is good enough for anyone or anything. What did I do? What didn't I do? Why am I so empty? I can't fix this. I try to do better and I just end up getting worse. I can't keep up with even basic expectations. Why was I put on this Earth with no ability to survive?
