Uuuuugh yeah I definitely hurt his feelings by insinuating he didn't want to see me

And hearing his side of it makes me feel so bad for what I said.

He asked me if I think it's the right time to be considering a relationship, and also told me he's just here and there's no rush etc

He's so kind and I feel bad for hurting him and I am afraid I might have messed it up already, but hopefully not

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tiltawhirl · 36-40, F

Our anxiety really can get the best of us. I’m so sorry you have to go through that. I can’t begin to tell you the awful things my mind lies to me about when I like someone lol. It’s ridiculous but it feels so real when I’m in the moment and my mind is racing thinking I’m not good enough and so much more. And the thing is that he might not understand is that really it’s not about him and what he did/didn’t do and all about the tricks your mind plays on you. It’s exhausting, I know.

caccoon · 36-40

@tiltawhirl that's exactly it. You get stuck in this crazy spiral, and afterward you feel so awful and guilty because you see what happened.

And I explained to him that it's not about anything he did wrong, but just that I essentially triggered myself into it 😣