My friend came and my friend's gone...such an amazing week I had ppl. I needed this in my life. I need more of this. Genuine connections.
Truthful, beginning from my side. Growth enabling. Spacious. Safe. Such was my week. Although a little energy demanding, but also giving. I'll need some rest now for a while. My heart is full. And a little achy since I miss him already. Was it more than friendship? We are both travelling for a while now. Changing a lot. Floating in unknown and unsettling terrains. That makes for a particular environment. Citizens of the world. I for once didn't give myself away. I said to myself sometime now that I want nothing false. I'm trying to save myself from anything that's not real. Patient and slowly helps. I only think of connectivity without thinking about it in a sexual way. That made a true connection somehow. I'm fulfilled and happy
@daydeeo yes, I have been more contained than ever. And it made such a difference and allowed for depth in the experience. And a totally different way of getting pleasure from the interaction as well
@ninalanyon I read about Nigella sativa now. Thank you for pointing the direction, link. It is said that it can cure everything apart from death. Poetic.. I read some more. It said that its seeds were found in Pharaoh's graves. So supposedly helping them in other world's affairs of sorts. :).
