Life’s kinda complicated

Hey. So we just had a fight at home. Fyi, it’s like minefield in our house, anything can happen anytime. For these past few days i’ve been feeling so blue. Today I tried to distract myself a bit and went to a wedding but i was so disconnected all the time. Even when i got there and was greeting with someone they said to me: “are you sure ur okay? You look like ur dead or smth”. I don’t know what to do anymore. Nothing feels real, I don’t want to feel like this.

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AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F

I honestly don't know what to tell you besides removing yourself from the situation. When I was your age I had a job started saving and bought a car and my got my first apartment the moment I turned 18, because I no longer wanted to live at home. I went to college for a couple of years, I never looked back. Find somewhere to go within the hours that you are allowed if you have a curfew. That way you spend less time in that toxic environment. Or spend time with friends or a relative. Sometimes you just have to coast through life to get to where you need to be. Start saving money.

playingmybeautifulviolin · 16-17, F

@AngelUnforgiven thank you so much for the advice. İ do eanna get away from here the moment i get a stable job. Right now im too young for that. İ want to be in the Computer science Field since i know that it is paid a lot.