Its been 4 months since the last time I online here.

I'm losing hope. The most important person in my life passed away in January. I feel so alone now. She was the reason I kept fighting every day, but now that she's gone, I don’t think I can keep going. It feels like I’m fighting something I can’t see, as if living is just about surviving. I’m tired.

I don’t know if this is the right platform to vent all this. And I know someone might chat me again, saying bad stuff about how I deserve to feel this way, but yeah… do what you want, I don’t care anymore. It’s just that I’m really not in my right state of mind.

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