It doesn't really matter how much you care if you're unaware.

Poor awareness, underdeveloped mind, they can't process feelings. They run from them. Shun them. Gaining awareness hurts. That's why I'm alone in the woods feeling every drop of pain. Yes I want to feel it. Process it. Use it.

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SinlessOnslaught · M

This is what I've been doing lately. It's like I have to feel everything at once, I have to feel the pain and accept it before I can feel peace.

MarbleMarvel

@SinlessOnslaught I don't see another way.i don't know if it's right or if it even matters. I don't know.

SinlessOnslaught · M

@MarbleMarvel You're on the right path. Don't rush yourself.