Probably another's priority

This morning,
I heard the blue jays caw, i opened up the curtains, and the sun came pouring through the hall.
My life has a meaning, i search for you.
The greatest leap of faith i take, cant be bought, sold, or given at stake to have a life renew:
I risk this failure, or known to be true, its problems galore, but what can i do?
Search the stars, cry at night..chase the waves, tears of fright. Nothing else will ensure i be, yet searching through the same entity.
Im praying for someone elses priorities.