Here is another post; I've copied and pasted from a response I've made on another persons post, I think it's something I figured out years ago...

@RedBaron Actually I wasn't raised Christian....I dabbled into the occult and sold my soul vying for love by being nice, by being entrapped into stalking a man blinded by the decoy part of a group of undercovers then having my magic carpet being pulled out from under my feet!!! I wasn't even looking for Jesus when I was laying on a bed and felt what felt like rain drops over my skin...I touched the ceiling to see if it was water damage but the ceiling was dry...I thought maybe the rain was actually the tears of Angels? But I would one day realize that it was actually the blood of the LAMB Jesus Christ...

I wasn't even looking for Him when one day I realized that all of my clocks in my house had stopped! Both regular clocks and digital...I sat down on my couch in a Catatonic state all I could hear were screams of terror like I was sinking down to the pits of hell!! I couldn't believe that there actually was a devil, I just couldn't believe it! I was in shock. When all of a sudden it was like I was taken to another time and place, then the God of Heaven and Earth gave me a vision of the Cross even when I wasn't looking for Him! In that moment I was redeemed!!! In that moment the screams of terror were silenced! And from that moment on I could smell the sweetest perfume to which I would finally one day discover to be called the Fragrance of LIFE!! Christ died to give me HIS LIFE!
2 Corinthians 2:14
New International Version
14 But thanks be to God, who always leads us as captives in Christ’s triumphal procession and uses us to spread the aroma of the knowledge of him everywhere.

I didn't make up God!!! I didn't know Him, He made me believe!!!! And nowadays He turned my darkness into Light!! And seated me in Heavenly Places!! Where I just saw some Heavenly Light, which is the Holy Spirit, and I can literally hear Seraphim Angles singing Holy Holy Holy The Father The Son and the Holy Spirit are all Holy... I can literally feel the Hand of the Lord on me and nothing is ever going to snatch me out of His Hands...And like I said He made me believe, I didn't make things up and then discover them in the bible after by myself.. You don't have to believe me, I told you my truth, you can say oh she's just crazy... But I know what I know to be true, And thanks to God it was a wild ride! And I Love Him! There is so so much more, this isn't even the tip of the iceburg...

@saintsong No there isn’t. There’s only what you’ve constructed in your mind for whatever purpose. Have a good time with it.

@RedBaron I assumed you would say such...

@saintsong Just as I assumed you would ramble on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on with your Jesus stuff.