Life is depressing as a 33 single man with no wife and kids

Yet I don't really want a wife and kids. I can barely survive on my own. Life is a struggle and I don't want to bring another person into this broken world.

I suffer with severe social anxiety and it sucks so much. Humans are social animals. Naturally people are born being able to talk to others. I am missing that natural trait.

Socializing just does not come naturally to me like the majority of the population and it is very demoralizing.

It's like being born not able to breathe. People breathe and socialize naturally. I don't socialize naturally.