Hi guys, I'm here after three years.

Seven years after the first post, and things are almost the same.
I want to move to another place (country, region, I don't know) but I don't know where.
Love seems like a fairytale to me (I'm single since I was 14).
I have a few friends, and I don't know what it is to be best friend of somebody.
It's summer here and I´m stucked in my apartment (would like to be at the beach). I only go outside to visit my mom and to buy food.
Three years of theraphy, and the progress is too slow, if there's any progress..
What should I do?