Would you rather live a long pathetic life? or end your life early to preserve your honor?

rather a long honorable life but i have to work on my attitude .. as arrogance runs rampant in my family

I just want to live as long as possible

Neither. Honor is nothing in hell ….after someone “ends their life early”…. eternity in hell after suicide🤔🤔 You preserve nothing by ending life

I'm going to die one of two ways either old and gray or in the hail of bullets