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Today, I will end two friendships/paths

One with a man who works for a system I despise and I was admittedly not that trustful of, and another with someone who bombarded me with images of pain. I don’t need the violence to care; I care more than I can express. But this kind of exposure, this constant barrage of brutality, it does nothing but distort my mind, filling it with chaotic emotion then numbing it with despair. It achieves nothing. I need clarity of thought to act, not a flood of horror to drown in.
Dainbramadge · 56-60, M
So many thoughts generated from reading this.
Like some stranger just starts to send you skateboard accidents with ppl losing teeth and breaking appendages...
Or baby chicks in a blender...
But ... you are right ... you don't need any more visions of pain than life supplies in plenty anyway.
Dainbramadge · 56-60, M
@Miram Not very well at all. LOL
Sorry I probably should have just said fine. :-)
Having medication issues.
They stopped making my Generic Adderall. Supposedly the DEA had something to do with it then it was because some telehealth doctors were over prescribing. But I also know they get their ephedrine from China and people have been having issues getting stuff from there.
That was the biggest part of my Bipolar treatment and they stopped with no alternatives under $400.
But even with that huge set back I am hanging in there.
Trying to find non-stimulant stuff to take.
How have you been??
Miram · 31-35, F
@Dainbramadge It is good you actually bothered to answer, truthfully. If I wanted to hear lies, I would just talk to my mother.

I have been doing far better than years ago. I am loved, always have food, shelters and very safe. I cannot complain. I occasionally still struggle with my mental illness but it is not as bad as it used to be. It is just side noise for me.

I would give you hug. You know I do think about everyone, including you. We didn't have very strong friendship but my memory registered you as potential good capable of great things one day. We all have our lessons to learn in this life, even if we part ways because of them. And I trust you to harness wisdom from yours.

I hope they sort the supply issue. People shouldn't have to go through that. Healthcare should be a human right. A society where people are tended to and tend to each other intellectually and physically is stronger and healthier than one where most are disconnected. Be loving towards yourself. You're doing your best.
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Ducky · 31-35, F
The hell’s wrong with people? Good riddance to them. I wouldn’t tolerate that for a moment.
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SW-User
Ugh I hate when people send me gruesome images, I don’t blame you, especially if it’s a constant thing.
SledgeHammer · 46-50, M
Sounds like you're making a good decision.

it only forces our mind to get desensitized in the long run.
Miram · 31-35, F
@deathfairy Yes, it matters not how we feel about suffering as much as what we do to decrease it

 
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