Feeling numb

In the span of 24 hours I’ve decided to seek legal action against someone, a loved one was rushed into heart surgery and a long time family friend who was fine two days ago is now in a hospital bed surrounded by her family saying goodbye. I’ve had another panic attack, seems my nervous system isn’t handling my anxiety lvls. Right now though I just feel numb. Any min I’m going to get the call that she’s passed. I have nervous energy and I feel like I need to deep clean my entire house but at the same time I can’t seem to move. Like I’m not real. Life is strange

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dragonfly46 · F

Same here.

My mom went into surgery yesterday for an aneurysm and because of complications lost a kidney and is in the ICU in a medically induced coma in grave condition. They say if she makes it for 48 hours her prognosis is good. It's now been 16 hours. I jump when the phone rings, just hoping I don't get that call. It's going to be a long night of waiting and hoping.

Life is short.