@NativePortlander1970 It's a rough road and very slowly subsides but never will it go away. But sometimes out of nowhere it becomes overwhelming. I know I'm not alone in this experience and am thankful and sorry for those who truly relate.
@Gibbon In a sense I can relate, in November 2010 my late ex fiancee died due to cardiopulmonary issues, even though she admitted to me how she lied to me to be with her, I still somewhat stayed with her, I moved into the spare room, if I had left, her two sons would have put her in county nursing home.
