A. Going through a Sophies choice wrt a friend overseas and my gf here that does not want to get married. Maybe i should just drop both of them and reconnect with an old HS gf.
B.Was laid off in May from a company that is failing so on unemployment and going into retirement because at age 63 there's not much available except for the hobo day bakery that I'm preparing for providing that the planter fasciitis in my right foot lets me walk. The clamp business will be closing at the end of September too because the FDA registration fee is too much.
C. Ole is 17 and coming to the end of his life.
I'm grieving and working through all of this loss stuff and changes but i think the next few months are going to be tough. I have some big decisions to make but I think it's all pointing towards more freedom.
