Life is strange, I'm trying to understand it...

I've been doing some intense work like I've told you, and was exhausted, came to this hostel and staying in this dormitory whereas all the weird things happening.
So the first few days there was a man in my room totally weird, I was feeling very uncomfortable around him and he was trying to get my attention so hard to the point where twice I had to be rude with him, in order for him to let me be.
Today I've learnt from the owner that this guy was suffering from pancreas cancer at the final stage.
I'm like, Universe ! I know people need me.
I give a lot, despite it's not obvious.
I turned my back to that person.
But why do You bring me the extra work when you see that there's nothing left of me ?
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