Sometimes i have a hard time seeing what others see in me

I alway considered myself average and nothing much but everywhere i go people say that they think of me when im not around. That i give life to everywhere i go. Somehow i can light up a room. I wonder if they would see me the same if they knew me when i hated the world. When i wanted to see the world burn. The people i hurt with my words. It such a humbling experience to know im valued. Im not used to that. Had two people tell me how much they care about my presence in a group im going lately. Here i am tearing up knowing i finally found a place i belong.

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iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

Believe them when they say these things because it’s true.

During that time when you wanted to see the world burn, that came from a place of hurt and betrayal. No one important is going to fault you for this because I don’t blame you for feeling this way.

Look at all that you have gone through because it’s made you who you are today. A person that lights up the room, gives life and value to people. I would say that’s pretty amazing and I am not surprised when people say those things about you my friend 🩷.