I'm usually taking responsibility for my actions but right now I can't help it

But think how every guy I've been with been injecting me with generous dosages of sorrow. Or maybe I'm just absorbent.
I'll just stay away. But I felt like I was doing well and then I stupidly slept with that guy. I so much regret that.
I didn't care about myself. I feel bad for not treating me right.
Anyways, I'm just mumbling around.

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SW-User

Why not forgive yourself for it?
Why not cherish what it meant for you in that period, and acknowledge it wasn't meant to be more?
See what you learned from it. But not in the way that closes your heart. In the way that helps you grow.